For a fleeting second of desperate hope, I thought my water had broken.
But as I weakly opened my eyes and looked down, I didn’t see clear amniotic fluid.
I saw the thick, dark, unmistakable crimson stain of fresh blood spreading rapidly across the light oak planks.
The giggling from the armchair abruptly stopped.
The phone slowly lowered. Nicole stared at the spreading pool of blood, her mouth falling open in silent shock as the reality of her “joke” finally penetrated her narcissistic bubble.
My mother stood up so fast her knitted throw blanket fell to the floor. “Emily?” she gasped, her voice suddenly devoid of its arrogant sneer, replaced by a sharp, piercing spike of genuine panic.
But their reactions didn’t matter anymore. The world around me narrowed down to a tiny, terrifying pinpoint. The only sounds I could hear were my own ragged, wet breathing, the dripping of blood onto the floorboards, and the horrifying, absolute certainty that my baby was dying inside me while an audience watched.
Then, mercifully, the blackness swallowed me whole.