I sat down next to him and pulled him into my lap. “No, sweetie. They aren’t.”
“Is it because I couldn’t swim?” he asked, his voice small.
My heart broke. Even now, he blamed himself.
“No, Toby,” I said fiercely, tilting his chin up so he looked me in the eyes. “You are perfect. You are strong. They left because they are bad people, and we don’t allow bad people in our castle.”
“Is this our castle?” he asked, looking around at the gold-leaf ceiling.
“Yes,” I smiled. “And you are the prince.”
I spent the rest of the week decompressing. I didn’t rush home. I walked the beach with Toby. We built sandcastles. I taught him how to float in the shallow, calm water, showing him that the ocean didn’t have to be scary if you respected it.
For the first time in years, I breathed. The knot of anxiety that had lived in my chest—the fear of Mark’s disapproval, the sting of Beatrice’s insults—unraveled.
I wasn’t the provincial wife. I wasn’t the beggar.
I was Clara Sterling. And I was done apologizing for my existence.