My father leaned his cane against the counter and walked over to me. The scary General vanished, replaced by the dad who used to check under my bed for monsters.
“Let me see,” he said softly.
He lifted the bag of peas. He inspected the cut, cleaning the dried blood with a wet paper towel. His hands, so capable of violence, were incredibly gentle.
“It’s stopped bleeding,” he said. “We should go to the ER just to be safe, get it glued shut.”
“I’m sorry, Dad,” I whispered, tears finally spilling over. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you. I’m sorry I hid the money. I just… I wanted to make it work. I wanted to save him.”
“You have a big heart, Elena,” he said, kissing the top of my head. “That is not a weakness. But you learned a hard lesson today. You can’t save people who don’t want to be saved. And you never, ever let someone treat you like a dog in your own home.”
He looked around the room. The table was still set. The turkey sat there, cold and half-carved. The wine was breathing in the decanter. It looked like a mockery of a celebration.
“What do you want to do with all this?” he asked, gesturing to the feast I had spent twelve hours preparing.
I looked at the food. It represented my servitude. It represented my desperation to please people who hated me.
“Trash it,” I said. “Throw it all away. The food, the plates, the wine. Everything on that table. I don’t want to keep anything that tastes like them.”
My father smiled. “Good girl. Go get your coat. I’ll take care of the trash. Then, I’m taking you to the hospital.”