But today, something made me step forward.
“Candace, ring it up with mine,” I said, handing a twenty-dollar bill over the old woman’s shoulder. “I will pay for it.”
“Oh, honey, really, you do not have to,” the old woman flustered, turning around. “I will just put something back.”
“Do not worry about it, ma’am.” I smiled warmly, though I felt tired in my bones. “It is nothing, not even worth mentioning.”
The old woman raised her eyes to me, and I involuntarily shuddered. Her gaze was strange, piercing. Her eyes were not old at all. They were clear, deep, and uncomfortably sharp, as if they saw right through my winter coat, straight into my soul. The woman was small and fragile, her face furrowed with deep wrinkles, but in those eyes shone some unusual power, an ancient wisdom.
“Thank you, daughter.” The old woman scooped her purchases into a worn plaid bag, and her voice trembled with gratitude. “Your kindness will not be forgotten. It will come back to you.”
I shrugged, paying for my own groceries. Chicken for a stew, vegetables, bread, a couple of cans of goods. Vernon was leaving this evening for another long-haul run. He’d be gone for a week, maybe ten days. I had to cook for him for the road and also stock up on everything necessary for myself while he was away.
Thirty-two years married. For all this time, I had seen him off on trips, waited for his return, cooked, washed, cleaned. Life flowed in a well-worn groove, monotonous and predictable, like a record skipping on the same track.